"Ābolu sviests"
Mūzika iesitas asinīs un riņķo kā dzīvsudrabs, un es aizmirstu visu, visu... paliek tikai sajūsma un ļaušanās ritmam. Pazūd gan grīda zem kājām, gan jumts virs galvas – es jūtos tā, it kā lidotu starp zvaigznēm.
06.03.24
01.03.24
Easy
I would enjoy your hands on my skin anytime.Everytime.
Moving up and down my back, while I tremble lightly. Slightly.
Gentle moments, small laughs and just few tiny glimpses. Kisses.
Stories and cuddles, my hands on your skin. Makes my head spin.
Simple background music and relaxing sleep. Deep.
I would enjoy you next to me. Everytime.
Anytime.
24.02.24
No returns
I think the Gods forgot to tell us, when they dropped us. That we could be anything, everything and something at once. But only once in a while.
And then they tied us together with invisible ties of magic. They let us roam free on different parts of world, laughing as we could not find each other for a longest time.
And here and then they put us back together and we just could not.
Could not let go of each other. Could not get away, all we wanted was to stay and savour each other in all possible ways. Map each other thoroughly, as if no day has past since the last time.
And it was easy, ouh so easy to forget that the world existed outside. So easy to be in a presence of another. Easier than we ever expected. This was so unexpected. To dance with another in a ways, without hiding in shadows blasted. To be something, anything and nothing at once.
Until we akwardly had to put our old layers back on. Let go one another from twists none of us could unintervine. Then the Gods will pray for mercy on themselves and all the unexpected ways. Until next time when we meet again.
06.02.24
In the light
Say my name!
Do not let the letters just roll out of your mouth , let them stay on the tip of your tongue so you could say it everytime you want to hear me, even when I am not around.
Kiss me!
Do not rush when you kiss me, keep it slow, taste me deeply, so I could be taste that lingers on even when I am too far out of reach to be kissed.
Touch me!
Trace your fingers from every hair on my head, till last of my toes. Do not miss an place on my skin, I am a map, that you should use when you are lost.
Be with me!
I should not be devoured, I should be savoured. So that on the days when I am not next to you could still taste me on your lips, feel my skin next to yours and remember the color of my eyes.
19.01.24
12.01.24
Let me
01.01.24
26.12.23
Upside down
Desires have nothing for me, on the days when someone makes my heart beat a little faster. A little more excited - even when I cannot say for sure I am ready..
But I did leave the door open just a little, hoping someone would want to come in. Letting him get into my mind just like I did once before. Looking into my eyes that I have hidden for so long. I just cannot hide from his eyes. I do not want to hide anymore..
I want my heart to beat, not stay still as if it has forgoten how to breathe. I want to feel a little excited and feel desired. I want to laugh even when I cannot remember how. I want to be next to him, let him look into my eyes..
I just want so much even when I think I want nothing at all..
19.11.23
Nightly
Mild desires - in my mind become wild. I could give it all to be there right now.
With my body pressed against yours. Pulling you closer, feeling your skin from your shoulders down to your thighs. Trace my fingers down your naked skin as if you were a map unknown. Slowly lean in. Blow cold air on your neck. Kiss you passionately, deeply, kinda wildly.
Feel your body pressed against mine. You pulling me closer. Feeling your hands on my skin from my neck down to my thighs. Trace your fingers down my skin, as if I were a map whose secrets you look to unveil. Slowly lean in. Blow cold air on my neck. Kiss me, wildly, deeply, kinda a little more passionately.
Mild desires, get a little bit wild in my mind. Would you want to be there?