Lean in for a nervously sweet kiss, trembling with intertwining in a touch with those soft fingers. Brush through the hair softly. Deep stare into those eyes, so beautiful I will not be able to get them out of my mind. And a question that resonates all through my body - are you ready?
I think I am ready indeed...
She was a story you could not tell. She was a secret you would not spill.
All you wanted was to feel her warm skin bend under your soft touch. Taste her lips, would they be sweet? Whisper in her ears all the wonderful thoughts you have about her. Lay next to her, gaze into those eyes and forget the lonely nights even ever existed. Whole body thumps to the thought of kissing and touching her. And it fazes a flooded mind with thoughts of her, that you can not stop it even for a moment.
And just for a moment one admit to yourself the truth.
I let the darkness swallow me whole
I lay my broken skin on those empty streets
Try to feel at least something
One day last ray of hope was gone
I was left all on my own
With nothing to feel at all
And if I may
I might even become none
As I turned
I could see
Nothing
There was nothing to the right
Nothing to the left
Nothing all around
Even I have managed to turn
Into nothing
Nothing
...
Nothing
...
NOTHING
I used to cover myself in colors wild, be visible, be bold. It all drained away. Until I was covered in darkness, hide, be invisible.
I used to be surrounded by music loud, hear me, feel me. It all stopped. My mind was the only thing I could hear anymore, shut up, forget it.
I used to be. Until I was not. Yet who I was now, I could not even tell no more.
I take a deep breath in and count one. two. three... and I am free
The only thing I own is my heart
With nothing, but a loud beat of a dum dum dum
I take a deep breath and count to myself
One
Two
Three
I am free
