standing closer

this happens way too often

I still haven't found a way to get rid of my overwhelming feelings. Desires just consume me, and eventually leave me heart broken. They make me deny the truth. 

Just like some waves in the ocean they torture me. I have no power and no will to resist them. After storm passes I'm left in some lonely, forgotten, bold and unknown place inside my head, with cold look in my eyes searching for another prey.