I always knew

I want your hand to fit in to mine

Just feel us touch

I want to hear your voice

Just to fill the silence that surrounds me

I want to catch your eyes

Just as I reach to stroke your skin

I feel so close, every morning standing just right next to you. Yet we are too far away. There is no freedom in me, to do a thing to get what I want. Nothing hurts more than the feeling how everyone just comes and goes through my life. While I am just here looking for that tiny glimpse of connection somewhere. A small hope that maybe one day someone will last for a moment longer . Maybe one day I won't be the last one picked. Last one seen.

I want you to walk beside of me

Be a gold within the dirt

I want to catch up with you

Hold you until the sun comes up

I want to remember how it feels

Not only keep you in my dreams.

Two sides

Noone has to dance on their own

Some of us still do

Some of us choose to

Some do not

Noone has to feel sad on their own

Some of us still do

Some can choose to

Some can not

Noone has to keep silent when they have enough to say

Sometimes we still do

Sometimes we choose to be

Some other times we do not.