Hole

One on the floor
One under the couch
One thrown into garbage
One lost in the snow
One given to someone, but forgotten who
One taken, but can't be forgotten
One bleeding and aching
One in the next meal will be breaking
One seen on the screen
One hidden in forest
One hanging in closet
One - another piece of me will be falling
And lying here unable to move, and grasp me correctly
Waiting for this whole madness to pass
While life hits me so hard with words
Nobody cares

Courage

I wanna feel the strenghth
Be in control
Pin you down and scream
Be the one to say
STOP
I wanna feel the breath
Make your tears awake
Push you out of your control
Be the one to say
GO
I wanna dress up
Break up
Make sure you can't when I can
Be the one to say
LEAVE

Dance
Dance with me
Dare to face me
To turn around and grab my hand
Spin me in a dance that I lead
Pill here and there
A drink lost somewhere
Through our jibber jabber
Dare to face me
Move back to be a fear
To be a horror
Stay here and there
And become lost somewhere
Through all fucking and breaking
Dare to face me
Spin your pillow to the cold side
Under your blanket or above it
Say something here and there
Keep the last words for one day
Through tomorrow or today
Dare to face me at last