07.10.13

unwritten not hidden

All these letters and words I've written to myself over and over again. Things that explained the same expectations from world with different words. Words that strangely have become reality, or my mind only fools itself to make it feel this way. Let's stay with the version that these words have come out of dark, to make it brighter. But what if...
What if the other side also comes out these letters ..
What if also the darkness I've hidden within some words decides to become real and destroy like it always does. What then?
Will I have to start all over again or maybe somewhere there, deep within blank spaces of my own letters, I've hidden another ray to bright up even the darkest spot of ink?