13.04.24

We are

 They only ever made art about the beautiful roses. Never about dandelions. So they became the artwork on their own. 

Raw and honest, and barely visible. Perfect if only you look within. They became the sun, the moon and the stars. Undestroyable, always blooming. Dancing in the winds wild, twirling around, enjoyable sight to behold. 

They became a silent wish. Spiteful to those who wished them to be destroyed, not as weak as anyone expected them to be. Tough little fuckers indeed.

Let them make art about beautiful roses, we will become the art itself. We are the dandelions. Spiteful. Undestroyable.

 Invisible to those who do not wish to see honesty. We have our ways to survive wherever. We are rough, tough little fuckers indeed.



29.03.24

One saturday

You are always on my mind. 

I can feel your hair on my fingertips. Your skin pressing against my skin. Your lips feeling on my lips. 

You are always on my mind. 

About all this time ahead of us, where I want you more than just a temporary stop. I want you as lasting trip that I could enjoy every day, without final stop. To be your adventure you could tell me about, and you could be mine never ending story.

You are always on my mind.

I want you as a book I have read a thousand times, to be kept next to me, so I could read you again one more time or so I would say. Still finding something new everytime in it, maybe a small detail I missed last time. From cover to cover, with my fingers gently going over it.

You are always on my mind.

I want to know you. Be with you. Feel you. I want you more than just on my mind. I want you to be you. I want you to be real. I want to be next to you.

Who is on your mind?


01.03.24

Easy

I would enjoy your hands on my skin anytime.Everytime.

Moving up and down my back, while I tremble lightly. Slightly.

Gentle moments, small laughs and just few tiny glimpses. Kisses.

Stories and cuddles, my hands on your skin. Makes my head spin.

Simple background music and relaxing sleep. Deep.

I would enjoy you next to me. Everytime.

Anytime.


24.02.24

No returns

 I think the Gods forgot to tell us, when they dropped us. That we could be anything, everything and something at once. But only once in a while. 

And then they tied us together with invisible ties of magic. They let us roam free on different parts of world, laughing as we could not find each other for a longest time.

And here and then they put us back together and we just could not.

Could not let go of each other. Could not get away, all we wanted was to stay and savour each other in all possible ways. Map each other thoroughly, as if no day has past since the last time. 

And it was easy, ouh so easy to forget that the world existed outside. So easy to be in a presence of another. Easier than we ever expected. This was so unexpected. To dance with another in a ways, without hiding in shadows blasted. To be something, anything and nothing at once. 

Until we akwardly had to put our old layers back on. Let go one another from twists none of us could unintervine. Then the Gods will pray for mercy on themselves and all the unexpected ways. Until next time when we meet again.




06.02.24

In the light

Say my name!

Do not let the letters just roll out of your mouth , let them stay on the tip of your tongue so you could say it everytime you want to hear me, even when I am not around.

Kiss me! 

Do not rush when you kiss me, keep it slow, taste me deeply, so I could be taste that lingers on even when I am too far out of reach to be kissed.

Touch me!

Trace your fingers from every hair on my head, till last of my toes. Do not miss an place on my skin, I am a map, that you should use when you are lost. 

Be with me!

I should not be devoured, I should be savoured. So that on the days when I am not next to you could still taste me on your lips, feel my skin next to yours and remember the color of my eyes.

12.01.24

Let me

I could not believe someone could ever bring color back into my life.
 I think, think and think until I overthink. I want to draw him with all the wildest colors I own. 
I just do not know where to begin just yet.