03.08.21

All I could do

 Tonight. Before I go to sleep on my own. As I would always do. I can close my lonely eyes - just imagine. 

Tonight. I keep them closed, only to see your brown eyes looking back at me. Looking deep within my broken parts. Make me feel safe - just imagine.

Tonight. I lay my hands on your soft face. Run up and down your warm skin. That makes me feel so alive - just imagine.

Tonight. I can only imagine. That tonight is not another night, where I have to be on my own. Feel like I am being held, feel like I am being heard. Just imagine.

Tonight. Before I drift to quiet sleep. Before I stare in to abyss of my mind. Before I listen to silence in the air, with voices unheard. I let myself not to be alone - just imagine.