Desires have nothing for me, on the days when someone makes my heart beat a little faster. A little more excited - even when I cannot say for sure I am ready..
But I did leave the door open just a little, hoping someone would want to come in. Letting him get into my mind just like I did once before. Looking into my eyes that I have hidden for so long. I just cannot hide from his eyes. I do not want to hide anymore..
I want my heart to beat, not stay still as if it has forgoten how to breathe. I want to feel a little excited and feel desired. I want to laugh even when I cannot remember how. I want to be next to him, let him look into my eyes..
I just want so much even when I think I want nothing at all..
