26.10.21

I want to be free

 I feel most alive- only in my dreams. When wind howls away my worries, and I am safe in your arms. You gave me the safest feeling I have ever felt.

I feel most alive- only when I dance. Even when half a world keeps us apart, I can feel that dance with you. That musical divinity and connection through our bodies at 4am.
I know I feel most alive when I have to put up a fight for the things I believe, but I cannot fight to be with you. I can just dream and remember the days long lost I spent with you.
I try to get over you, not that there is much to get over. No matter where I turn I just see your face, even when I close my eyes. Those are your eyes always staring back at me. I know I need to let go. So can you just go away out of my mind before I lose it completely?