Undressed

If you ever want to see me completely naked in my mind, just ask to write about you while you gaze deeply into my eyes.

I forgot

Soft and smooth. I let my fingers dance on her warm skin. That smoothness is just one of a kind, so unexplainably soft. So I just brush slowly up and down her side, while she is vividly asleep. 

Citrus - sweet scent. I let my fingers dance in her hair. That scent is the one to remember, and for sure to know that not one other scent in the world will be the same. So I breathe her in for this instant moment, while she is stunningly asleep.

Perfectly still revelations. Tonight in a pace slow, I am here to enjoy the atmosphere in this dark, silent room. When I look at her I see the stars shining, illuminating. She could be a star fallen, unshattered. With exceptional feeling she keeps music playing in my ears around her, even when she is sound asleep.

Sanctuary

It is getting late. I am all out of place in this space. Vast emptiness just presses me down.
I am playing the same part as usual. In a darkness that consumes my sanity, but it is nothing new. The fear within is the one that just revolts me. Is this all that will ever be for me?

To do

Will you join this journey with me? I brought snacks.

Will you pretend to see the stars? I made them all up.

Will you fall with me down below? I have enough pillows to land softly.

Will you fall asleep next to me? I do not snore I swear. 

Will you listen to the song I hum? I dum dum du dum durumm..

Parts of me

Every even night I blink out to some other place. Not here, or there, in my own way. To a perfect place that lets me be selfish, I know what you will say - you have been selfish enough. Maybe I might have, but not this way. This is a way noone would understand.
Every uneven night I become a secret you cannot know. Not like this, or that, in my own way. To be someone who I trully am to myself, I know what you will say - you have been too much of yourself, maybe it is enough. Maybe I might have, but not like this. This is a way only I would know.

Every fortnight I will be a little bit wild. Not less, not more, than the only way to make someone go mad. I know what you will say - you have been so wild enough, time for you to change. Maybe I might have, but none of this is your place to strip me off of my own skin.

You know what I will say - you will not be the first to try and cage me. Instead to walk my shoes and understand, you sow fears inside my mind. I say no more of this I am willing to take - you stealing away all the small bits off me.
I say that you will be the one to go.

Upside down

Boys turn to girls
Girls turn to boys
This is the world we are living in
We want to try one
And the other
Experience each other
Sometimes just a little too much

But were the times better?
When men were men
And women were women
And all was just that
We still were complex creatures
Who didn't want writen structures

Boys turn to girls
And girls turn to boys
This is the new world we are living in

But he wouldnt

I am a quiet whisper inside her head
In the middle of the night
I wonder if he ever
Does think of me?

She is a loud talker
But only at night
When during her deepest sleep
She shouts out to me
Dont you dare ask for me

We were nothing
But a distant memory
With a shallow smile
And uptight touch
We just wouldnt care
To be