After all

I gave them all the freedom
And put myself in my own prison
Every day I cut a part of me
Give even more away
I feel no pain
No joy
Nothing
I feel no anger
No hope
Nothing
Maybe one day I will gain my freedom
Maybe I gain nothing
And die here all alone

I will play if you ask

Let's play hide and seek.
Let's see who can find who first.
I know rules seem so simple at first.
Only if we play in a marked area, but what if...
We make it harder and lets say play all around.
Everywhere!
Playing hide and seek here and there.
What if we all hide?
If noone out there sets out to seek for us.
What if we are  bound to never be found?

Smile. Again.

I look around.
Surround myself with fake people all around. And smile and pretend.
Inside I feel the end of me.
But smile and pretend.
Feel the poison travel through my veins.
Slowly day by day it kills me. Nearing me to the day I'm gone.
I stopped fighting...
I just let it be.
Just smile and pretend.