31.12.10

crazy year

Interesants gads man ir pagājis, noteikti zinu ka šis gads paliks manā atmiņā. Tik daudz kas ir noticis, bet šoreiz esmu par slinku lai rakstītu.                                                   

 

 
Esmu daudz dejojusi,
pabeigusi skolu, 
sasniegusi pilngadību,
iepazinusi daudz cilvēku, 
un ir arī iekšējās atklāsmes. Kā arī mans blogs ir kļuvis savādāks kopš paša pirmā ieraksta, kurš arī bija šogad.

Protams arī esmu veikusi lielas izvēles, kuras iespējams mainīs visu manu turpmāko dzīvi, un tomēr es zinu ka viss kas notiek notiek tikai uz labu.





Par nākamo gadu neko nezinu, plāna man nav. Ir idejas, bet par to vai tās piepildīšu domāšu nākamgad.Tikai jācer ka viss izdosies.

 
 
Ceru ka visiem šis gads ir bijis tik pat aizraujošs kā man. Un lai arī ir žēl no ši gada atvadīties, es zinu ka nākamais gads nesīs jaunas iespējas, interesantus notikumus, un daudz jaunu ideju.




 

Laimīgu jauno Kaķa/Zaķa gadu!



30.12.10

wheels on the bus go round and round

 You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

 You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret.

 I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.

 Worrying is like a rocking chair: it gives you something to do, but doesn't get you anywhere.

 Sometimes, when you're mad, you have the right to be mad, but you don't have the right to be cruel.

 You're only young once, so be bad, break the rules, get caught & make it count.

 Katrs solis kuru tu sper ir nepieciešams, lai sasniegtu to vietu, uz kuru tu esi izvēlējies doties.

 Iešu parunāšos pats ar sevi. Vismaz zināšu, ka runāju ar vienu prātīgu cilvēku.

 We dance round in a ring and suppose, but the secret sits in the middle and knows.

 I never lie. I believe everything I say, so it's not a lie.

 “Run your fingers through my soul. For once, just once, feel exactly what I feel, believe what I believe, perceive as I perceive, look, experience, examine, and for once; just once, understand.”

 Miracles happen everyday, change your perception of what a miracle is and you'll see them all around you.

 If I knew myself I would run away.

09.12.10

it's time

Iedomājies, tu loterijā esi saņēmis šādu balvu:
Katru rītu banka tavā kontā ieskaita 86400 latu.
Taču šai spēlei ir savi noteikumi, jo katrai spēlei tādi ir!

Pirmais noteikums ir:
Visu, ko neesi izdevis dienas laikā, banka tev atņem, tu nevari
šo naudu tā vienkārši citā kontā ieskaitīt, tu vari to tikai izdot. Bet katru rītu, Kad tu pamosties, banka atver jaunu kontu ar 86400 latu nākošai dienai.

Otrais noteikums ir:
Banka var šo spēli jebkurā brīdī pārtraukt, jebkurā laikā pateikt: Viss ir beidzies. Spēle ir galā. Banka slēdz tavu kontu, un tu nesaņemsi vairs jaunu.

Ko tu darīsi????
Vai tu pirksi visu, ko vēlēsies????? Ne tikai priekš sevis, bet ar priekš tiem mīļajiem, kas tev ir blakus???? Varbūt pat tiem cilvēkiem, kurus tu nepazīsti, tā tu naudu neizdosi tikai priekš sevis... Varbūt tu mēģināsi izdot katru santīmu, lai izmantotu šo iespēju, bet varbūt ...

Īstenībā spēle ir dzīves realitāte: Katram no mums ir sava
\"Laika banka\".... Mēs tikai to neredzam...

Katru rītu, kad mēs pamostamies, mēs saņemam 86400 sekundes mūsu
dzīves, ko dāvina diena, un vakarā, kad aizmiegam, šis laiks
tiek mums atņemts... Tas, ko mēs šai dienā nepiedzīvojam, ir pazudis uz visiem laikiem, nogrimis nebūtībā, vakardiena ir pagājusi.

Katru rītu šis konts tiek no jauna piepildīts, bet banka var
kontu jebkurā laikā slēgt, bez brīdinājuma....

Ko tu katru dienu dari ar savām 86400 sekundēm? Vai tās nav vērtīgākas par tiem 86400 latiem?

Un tieši tādēļ sāc ar šo Jauno gadu dzīvot!!!!

NESAPŅO PAR SAVU DZīVI, BET IZDZīVO SAVU SAPNI!!! 

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behind the mask

Aizver un atver acis
Kā pasaule tik ātri kustas?
Mani spārni nespēj to panākt
Kāds teica ka mirklis ir mūžība
Bet kādēļ tas tik ātri aizsteidzas?
Varbūt tikai acīm tā liekas
Atver acis
Uzliec savu karnevāla masku
Varbūt tev palaimēsies
Varbūt tev būs kā Pelnrušķītes stāstā
Bet, ja nē
Tu vienmēr varēsi aizbēgt
Un atstāt stikla kurpīti 
Kā zīmi - es šeit biju
Aizvērt acis
Un gaidīt pieneņu pūkas ziemā
Vai leduspuķes vasarā
Tikai nezaudē šo mirkli
Lai tas kā Kleopatra mūžīgi dzīvo
Aizver un atver acis
Un izbaudi to ko pasaule tev dod

13.11.10

Why not me??

Can I choose?
Can I have?
World make some rules
They think we are fools
Dancing in the rain
Watching the storm passing by
Lossing mind to the music
Trusting without borders
Frustrated looks on us
We don't care
When we close our eyes
Traps loose they power
Tricks don't work
If only we knew
What we are meant to be
Shhhhh.....
Just tell me
Why not me?

29.10.10

the way i feel can not be expressed

I have something to say
But I can't find words
Chaos in my mind
I need it to rewind
Words don't stick together
But you don't bother
One dream by every night
Shows me some sunlight
A little missed piece
Impossible things
Can't change a thing
I'm just a human being

24.10.10

we can burn

In this darkness
Heavy mystery in room
Music sound
Played with broken violin
I breathe in
I breathe out
Candle tries to stop
Flame slowly disappears
Voices in my head cheer up
Say you didn't know
Say you had to hide
Sparkling ideas
No not anymore
Freezing cold
Frost all around
Just untied, crazy 
I pass by the border
But I have to freeze
Gotta give it all away
Look for one more chance
For last sip
Drain out and leave
Leave it cold, messy, dark

16.10.10

happiness brings my inspiration


Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.

Optimist: Person who travels on nothing from nowhere to happiness.

Most people are about as happy as they make up their minds to be.

The amount of happiness that you have depends on the amount of freedom you have in your heart.
 
Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself.

My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I'm happy. I can't figure it out. What am I doing right?

It is an illusion that youth is happy, an illusion of those who have lost it.


When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.

Gratefulness is the key to a happy life that we hold in our hands, because if we are not grateful, then no matter how much we have we will not be happy -- because we will always want to have something else or something more.

People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within.
 
Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities. 
 
Never tell people how to do things. Tell them what to do and they will surprise you with their ingenuity.

I am imagination. I can see what the eyes cannot see. I can hear what the ears cannot hear. I can feel what the heart cannot feel.

"Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand."

"If you can imagine it, you can achieve it; if you can dream it, you can become it."

"My imagination makes me human and makes me a fool; it gives me all the world and exiles me from it."

"To know is nothing at all; to imagine is everything."

"We live by our imagination, our admiration s, and our sentiments."


"The quality of the imagination is to flow and not to freeze."

15.10.10

so many words in the world

Light so bright
That wasn't that tight
Moon in the room
Do we need a golden spoon?
Tree so free
What would it be without me?
Do you like these games?
Word games
I do
Brightly express me
Slightly have some sense

please don't take me away from myself

That flipped coin
What is lost
Will never be found again
These gone emotions
Once survived
But now forgoten
Lost somewhere
And I don't know where
Empty spaces in memory
Huge holes of possible mistakes
Who makes them disappear?
Who collects these lost things?
And flipped coins

01.10.10

If only I could go to Paris and feel that magic air of love

I want to go outside
And run
Through autumn leaves
Through winter snow
And Stop
At sunny spring
I want to see the sun
And walk through Paris streets
To see the love in city
And dance in amazing Rome
Till sunrise in the morning
And meet new friends in London
To have some inspiration
I want to fly out high
And see the moon
Be aware of winters doom 
To dance in midnight
And laugh about the runners
To draw a little picture
Of me in boundless world
To dream a little more
About these thrilling journeys
Forget what I'm saying
Today I'm lying
I'm not going to go outside
Today I'll stay in warm
And enjoy the flame
Flame of passion dreams