Too much of not enough

All piled up
On top and all over
Borders on borders
Everything all over
Me just lying beneath it
Whispering all over


Please...
Love me..

I'm just saying

And with just a gush of a wind, everything is gone. Maybe one day we get it back, maybe never.

Open your eyes

We could
But we never did
We dreamed
But never day dreamed
We hoped
But never told
We were yesterday
But never today

We charmed
But never stayed kind
We played
But never became real
We talked
But never listened
We were today
But never tomorrow

We could
But we still let each other down

Please, pull me out

As I walked through the valley of fears

All I could hear was her name

She was pretty

She was smart

She was perfect

Always she came first before me

I was just a maybe

She was - always

Pretty ears, smile and those eyes

How was I?

Don't know - nobody asked

As I walked through her shadows

I have stayed one 

She was a - forever

I was - maybe someday

Best times

Sometimes we meet people whose chemicals burn us up, but only for a moment just here and there. Right before they burn us down.

Up and down

In the deepest darkness of the night, white smoke rose up. Up, up and away it went. So did my mind.

On the barely lit street, I couldn't keep myself still. I had to move. Arms, and steps, turns and had to let myself out in the only way I knew. Up, up and around I went. So did my mind.

Under the made up blanket castle at the midnight. I wrote and wrote it all down. Up, up and over it all. So did my mind.

And I just can't stop, it is the main point to never stop. I have to write it down, move it out, enjoy the night. Sometimes it comes all at once. So does my mind.