02.02.13

stop before I fall deeper

Could I stand right next to you, maybe even get a little closer? I'm still scared, but I feel the best right next to you. I've been scared for a while, I've been here once. I'm afraid that what I want might not be the best thing I should have. I had a feeling like this once, and I should learn from mistakes. I shouldn't allow myself to get hurt this way again.
I don't want to start writing letters like I did years ago. What's the point of that, it's not like he's going to read them. I'm just going to keep myself together, better than I did before. I will not go back to looking weak in someones eyes again. I'd rather roam around these days on my own.


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