Feel you

 I keep you always at the back of my head, for a conversation real. I know it makes me safe this way. 

After a long day, when noone else around cares enough to hear all the stories I have to tell, I know you are there. And sometimes I use his face as yours, even when I know it might never be. Sometimes you are just a toon out of my dreams, that drive me wild. You are someone without a face, or with all the faces at the same time. 

Most of all you are a feeling. Feeling I want to feel for real, but for now you  are just a feeling that keeps me awake until better days are to come.

 I keep you at the back of my head, after dark when I lay down, to have a conversation real. You are someone I can only imagine.