For me

Tenth, eleventh?

Maybe fourteenth, sixteenth?

Was it the ninth?

These are the numbers I cannot recollect

And I cannot make my  heart to care

Anymore

Was it a month, two or maybe six?

I would not dare to remember

As it was just a simple day

Until I couldnt bare, to pull air in my lungs

No more

It was quiet, loud and so impossible

Fare was left to share

Another day of my life

Noone cared or dared

Only to take a knife to my heart

Did I say?

See you around? Never again?

Too much goodbyes

Never enough Hello's

Was it ten, twenty

Maybe even thirty years ago

Never changed

Always the same