Rumble

 Let the snow fall tonight all humble

              And my mind around you tumble

Want to get to you much closer

Make you in this winter warmer

Let your eyes in mine linger

                  I cannot stop to wonder

Ouh my

I do not know why

                    I am around you, so shy

Do it again

 

I want to fall down deep into your arms. Become a starless night that takes your whole soul in. Wrap myself all around, leave not a single bit of your skin free from my touch. Meet your eyes in places inbetween. So I thought that was all we could.

Instead I am a river lost, floating far away, to places noone dares to go anynore. Or am I a rock, cold and unbreakable in my own mistakes. I am a vase you broke in a haste, then walked away without a second glance. Now you won't even dare to look to my face. I guess you didn't know that I could.

Even

I will always wonder where you went.
I will always care.
Even when our lives are bent.

I will always write my letters to you.
I will always share.
My letters your eyes never be able to pursue

I will always wonder where you went
I will always care
Even if my letters stay here unsent

All that breaks

 Sometimes it is just me, setting up myself for a pain unreal. I dont think I could have ever told him, whenever I closed my eyes. Did not even matter if I kept them open anymore. Could not even admit this to myself.

My mind, my wild thoughts - they travel far away into his arms.
Sometimes I do not even notice anymore, until I am all awake.
Yet if I seem to find nothing else to hold down on to, just one little reason why I stay here. Even when I know all the good times are gone, I will let my mind wander. Seeking far away for a feeling lost, until I break again. It was just me that let it all slip away. Yet still I hope maybe...
Maybe...
Just maybe for one real thing.

Now

Every time I lay down next to her. I gaze deep into her eyes, till I feel myself falling so deep into them. My mind travels all over and over looking for all the mindful places, where we could be just us.

Silence, maybe a starry night, and a bloody moon. A night warm enough to lose our minds. Might as well take off these clothes, just rip them away ferociously. We dont want anything to restrain us. I want to feel what she feels. Feel the breath of her's on the neck of mine. Gently, slowly she traces her fingers all along my skin. As if that is something she has craved for so long, so delicate is her touch.  

Time stops, and the world out there can wait a little longer. I just want to stay here for one long eternity. Feel her skin next to mine, hear every breath she takes, every time she shakes and moves in a gentle way. This is the only time, where we create more time for us. 

Neither of us want to go, we want to keep the fire in this passion alive. I kiss her cautiosly, kinda sweetly, I enjoy her every minute that she is in my arms. Tonight might never end, if we never push the brakes to our feelings. It will linger on and on, and on forever...

Wrong time

 We are so lost, the only thing we dare to want - is to be found. Find simple, like minded souls, who would dare to dream, together with us. 

We are so dark, once we close our eyes - we look for a light there. Wishing for brighter days to come.

We are so hurt, we don't dare to speak up - we choose this silence for a reason. Once we are shut, we are waiting for someone who would speak up for us.

We are so done, fighting the battles that we cannot win - we do not have it in us to loose anymore. So we leave it as is. We are the only ones that are lost.

Simple

 

Nothing

 I am a monster underneath

I am a background you cannot see

I am a voice that you never want to hear

I am someone you will forget

I am not anything at all

Last time

I want to drown in your brown eyes. Feel the electricity burn between our skins. Press me against cold wall, cover my lips with yours.
Ask me again.
Ask one more time.
I want your body next to mine. Feel your breath on the neck. Trap me between the sheets, before we go back.
Ask me.
This time I might say yes.
I want to stand there again. Hold you tight before you leave. Feel your soul touch mine when I look in your deep brown eyes.
Ask me once again.
This time I wouldn't be a maybe.

Wandering minds

Sometimes we are all alone
With all the hidden desires below
We look for eyes to meet
In our sadness brief

Someone to share our paths
And naked baths
Instead we play pretend
Without an end
Give each other akward hug
That is lost in system like a drug

Sometimes we are all alone
With all the hidden desires below
We close our eyes to dream
Take off clothes seam by seam
We cannot contain

Cannot live in pain
Play pretend
While looking for ways to mend

Sometimes we are all alone
With all the hidden desires below
We search for perfection
Yet we cannot find affection
We just want those eyes to be met
Be in love without regret
Sometimes we wish
To not be all alone

Feel like we are known