Empty

When I close my eyes, your face is the only one I see. Back in the days when I couldn't care enough I just had to let you go. That was the way I had to go through it all, but now I just wish that you could see how I have grown. Reset, admit - complete. 

When I close my eyes, your voice is the last one I hear. In an empty space within my mind, made up conversations I rewind. Back in the days when I didn't feel like saying too much, so I had to let you speak. But now I wish that we could speak, for real, let me quit all of my old pretend. Instead we have all this empty space all around us that we just can not get to use. 
When I leave to run away, to seek answers that I already know. For a quiet moment stop avoiding all that I feel. I know what it truly is what I need. Admit to myself the secrets hidden, and remember the one who made me feel save. Only one to not put me down. So now I wish that you could be here, let me touch you, hear you, be with you. This one time, but for real to be myself with you.