19.11.11

make me feel good

Mirror, mirror on the wall
I never thought I would live this far
I made some simple things
But every early spring
You did cut my wings
Mirror, mirror on the wall
You tried to take me all
I made some simple dreams
But every early spring
You made my mind empty as TV screen
Mirror, mirror on the wall
This is your last call
I ask for some simple healing
I will find you next spring
Till then I'll be waiting


10.11.11

I hate to admit this but I need someone

There are things I wish I could say out loud, but there's not a person in this world I could trust to.
There are tears that I wish to cry out, but there's not a shoulder in this world I could lean on.
There's just one hug I need, but there are no arms who would rush to hug me.

04.11.11

it reminds me of something I forgot

Somebody supposed a thing
That none of us would think
The hopes we denied
Desires we hid
We have to say we are fine
We're not ready to cross the line
Awkward smile and look your way
I try to change it every day
Somebody asks why not?
I reply - It's too late
This choice none of us could make 

01.11.11

magico

Kizomba - a music that catches your ear and a dance that catches your soul.
Kizomba is all about “connecting people”.
Being born in a continent with a effervescent musical history, kizomba is a result of an evolution: young generations, listening to traditional music like semba, felt something was missing - a modern and sensual touch. Adding an electronic percussion with a slow and extremely sensual rhythm… kizomba was born. 

running away in dreams

Empty days
In an empty house
The dreams are lost
And the good days gone
Memories are here
But they can't make it real
Nightmares are my future ghosts
No matter how I beg to stop
They take from me the most
Only thing they leave for me
Is this empty house

23.10.11

going back to who I used to be

Laiks ies. Daži aizmirsīs, bet citi pat neuzzinās. Es atcerēšos, es zināšu.
Laiks ies. Daži cerēs, bet daži nekad vairs neticēs. Es tev vienmēr noticēšu, es vienmēr cerēšu.
Laiks ies. Daži dzīvos, bet daži nekad nemēģinās. Es tev parādīšu kā izdzīvot, tik atļaujies pamēģināt..
Laiks ies. Daži cīnīsies, bet daži vienmēr izvairīsies. Es turpināšu cīnīties, pat ja tu no manis vairīsies.
Laiks ies. Daži sapratīs, ka laiks nav notverams, bet būs daži, kas to vēl turpinās ķert. Es slēpšu laiku no tevis, tad tas tev būs bezgalīgs.
Laiks ies. Es pazudīšu laikā, bet es vienmēr galu galā atradīšos. Es meklēšu arī tevi, kaut arī tu savā bezgalīgajā laikā būsi mani piemirsis.
Laiks ies. Tu aizmirsīsi, tu neuzzināsi. Es zināšu, es atcerēšos - tad kad tev vajadzēs es arī noticēšu.  

22.10.11

empty

Paņemiet mani, es lūdzu
Tik dariet to klusu, bez sāpem.
Paņemiet salauzto sirdi
Tik dariet to klusu, bez sāpēm.
Paņemiet dvēseli manu
Tik dariet to klusu, bez sāpēm.
Paņemiet sagruvušos sapņus
Tik paņemiet klusu.
Un neatgādiniet.
Paņemiet pēdējo cerību
Tik paņemiet klusu.
Un neatgādiniet.
Paņemiet visu.
Visu, kas vēl palicis pāri.
Atstājiet mani klusu, bez sāpēm.
Un neatgādiniet.


01.10.11

world never stops



it will make me free somehow

There were lies and only few truths. I can't say I was surprised, that's just the way I was. It leads everybody to silent hating. Cross looks my way, words that would try to hurt me. Yet I learned how to loose these words without hearing them. That is a day when my heart becomes hard as stone and instead of tears you see me laughing. And if I'm not missing anything you'll be the one who one day will regret the lies you told. Maybe by that day I will be free from hate and anger that  you created within me.