Half a coin

 There will never be enough time for us. Or the right circumstances that fit us together just like that. We just have to live of those small summer bits, from way before. Just nice memories to keep us on. Just a small secret out of our reach.

Life just placed us so diferently. In my mind it will be one those half finished stories, that will make me keep awake at night. Making up the endings, if only's. We never get enough the right time. Never do I get the right words. The memories that won't fit in just right. That just is what it is.

Frame it

Here, here

         Fairy, dear

One way out

              You can be found

No need to keep delaying

Hide an seek, replaying

No wings should be lost

All worries left in the past

           Once in 100 years

I will dry your tears

              Clear your way

                 Let you stay

Not all of us are the same

Do not carry within you shame

       Let me take you tight

                      Make everything alright

My fairy, dear

                                              Here, here

As I grew up...

I will not let anyone make me feel like I do not deserve what I want.

Finding way

 

Inside

 I cannot tell about myself in few words. I am a book too deep for your eyes. As the years of mine progress, there will be more stories left untold. Memories forgotten, it all will just become a history. I am everything and nothing at the same time.

I cannot tell about myself in few words, can you?

You know what I meant

She fell into my arms
Unexpectedly
From the darkest skies

She painted me
Explicitly
With the colors brightest

She confessed to me
Quietly
She fell for those eyes

She meant every word she said to me
Honestly
Falling was her favorite thing to do

 

You are the time

 What if you were the one not given choice to leave? You thought you could just come by, go, say goodbye. If I had a chance to grab you tight, say don't go by. Hold your skin, and feel tender lips press against mine. Make a moment last a little bit longer. 

What if you were the one left confused, that I could make you stay? You thought you just flew by, keeping my eyes dry. If I had a chance to change your mind, the way you think about me. While fading away out of my mind, I just couldn't let you go without a stroke of electricity passing through us. Just so you know I saw you, before you did. 

What if you had a choice to stay? 

Whatever we feel

 

I always knew

I want your hand to fit in to mine

Just feel us touch

I want to hear your voice

Just to fill the silence that surrounds me

I want to catch your eyes

Just as I reach to stroke your skin

I feel so close, every morning standing just right next to you. Yet we are too far away. There is no freedom in me, to do a thing to get what I want. Nothing hurts more than the feeling how everyone just comes and goes through my life. While I am just here looking for that tiny glimpse of connection somewhere. A small hope that maybe one day someone will last for a moment longer . Maybe one day I won't be the last one picked. Last one seen.

I want you to walk beside of me

Be a gold within the dirt

I want to catch up with you

Hold you until the sun comes up

I want to remember how it feels

Not only keep you in my dreams.

Two sides

Noone has to dance on their own

Some of us still do

Some of us choose to

Some do not

Noone has to feel sad on their own

Some of us still do

Some can choose to

Some can not

Noone has to keep silent when they have enough to say

Sometimes we still do

Sometimes we choose to be

Some other times we do not.